Choose to Defiantly Live

I watched a fly caught in a web. It was very much alive, but as it squirmed the tighter the web grew. It was easy to see its black body against the white ceiling. Then I could see the thin frame of a spider making its way to the captive. The fly became even more frantic spiraling and spinning wildly. Impressed at its willingness not to die, I wondered if I should give aid. And then another spider began to move in. Recognizing its determination to live, I attempted to free the fly, but it was out of reach. As the two approaching spiders neared their prey, the fly broke free and catapulted down. I couldn’t see where it landed, and I am pretty sure it would be difficult to unweave the binding web. But I cheered for the sheer gumption displayed and the determination I witnessed. And then I realized I appreciated this defiant will to live because it is within me, within all of us. 

Some of us die in increments, leaving bits of ourselves to decay in full view and forsaking the gift of life to the torments of living. We admire the courage to live in others, but do we ever acknowledge this will, this strength in ourselves? Do we accept this gift of will, or do we squander it?

Some of us die by compromise. Piece by piece we give ourselves away, never knowing the preciousness of the time we are given.  Never accepting the power of our uniqueness. Never truly living.

We carry seeds of hope, clarity, courage and humanity necessary to the whole of us. If only we would choose to defiantly live and escape the bondages that hold us. 

Accept the power of being alive. There is freedom in that. 

photo Dewy spider web: https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/3.0/deed.en

Being Human is a Practice

John Trudell was a Native American poet, activist, and as his biography states, a survivor of government repression and tragedy. Both he and Grace Lee Boggs, the Asian American activist, author and philosopher passed in 2015, but not before they left us with prophetic words and wisdom to help navigate this time.  

It’s easy to become disillusioned and numb. It takes courage and conviction in humanity to traverse these times. In this past week, people used social media to call forth the Rapture. I call that taking the easy way out. The quest for the pearly gates at the cost of the destruction of the earth and disregard of human beings is symptomatic. It means you’re unwilling to take responsibility for living. It means you have lost your dignity and the creative force needed to transcend this moment.

We have adopted corrupt systems that are failing us and either we can accept that and fight to change course – or we will go down in flames dreaming of the pearly gates. 

John Trudell told us to “Protect your spirit, because you are in the place where spirits get eaten.” He urged us to clear thinking and to discover our humanity. Grace Lee Boggs warned us not to struggle against existing institutions, but to “make a philosophical, spiritual leap to become more “human” human beings. I encourage everyone to become familiar with their works and those of other human beings that chose wisdom over ignorance and humanity over division.

We are up against a tidal wave of lies and beliefs that cut to the core of our humanity. Fighting back demands clarity and a firm grasp of who we are. We are human beings. Not slaves to an economy, not disposable to war, and not shackled to dogmas that do not serve us. 

Being human is a daily practice and it is our way out. Find your way to being human.

I know no other way

In Chinese medicine, as with Indigenous healing there are principles that direct the course. One is to go to the root of the illness, not simply treat symptoms. Ideally, we should get to the source before the dis – ease has materialized in the body. That is how observant we should be about health; taking notice of all nuances that lead to disharmony. 

Another principle is that disease is never isolated to one individual. The healing often includes family and community. If an individual displays dis-harmony, it’s understood that it is also present in their associations. Community plays a large part in healing and adversely can contribute to illness.

We live in unharmonious times. Hatred and violence are normalized and accepted. Our children live in fear of other.  Biases and judgement keep people in isolation, never learning about or from each other. Media, politics and religion contribute to this reckless inhumanity. People are rewarded for their hatred, falsely seen as piety or patriotism. 

My Dine mentor taught traditional weaving. It was prayerful and deliberate. We were encouraged to dream and to replicate the dreaming into the weaving. Weaving taught discipline. You learned what mistakes you could live with and the ones you could not. One of the most significant understandings was to always have a way out. Traditional Navajo rugs always have that way out woven into them. 

So, what is the way out of this mess we have woven? 

The way out I choose is to discover my humanity and recognize it in others. To celebrate humanity in all its splendor and to be grateful for the gift of life. That is my way out. I know no other way. 

I have zero tolerance for the denial of my humanity…or the denial of the humanity of others. And I cling to the reality of my breathe as a source of hope, healing and courage.

Your Silence Is Deafening

“Operation Midway Blitz” has begun in Chicago as hundreds of ICE agents arrived over the weekend. Largely unchallenged, the Supreme Court has even over ridden a lower court ruling for Los Angeles, allowing ICE to arrest people based on race, language and jobs. And although the administration touts it is removing criminals from our streets, it’s estimated that 70% of those currently in ICE custody do not have a criminal record, but are overwhelmingly brown.

Trump’s callous references to unleashing war on cities, and his contempt for sanctuary cities ignores the startling truth that the cities being targeted all have dropping crime rates. Their successes have come in part to programs designed to strengthen communities not tear them apart. And many of these programs have been financially cut from federal support thanks to Trump’s Big Beautiful BS.

These aggressive and divisive measures of authoritarian rule are not letting up. They are increasing with federal dollars pouring into the agencies who are now charged with stealing flower vendors from the streets as just happened in Chicago. And by Trump administration’s border czar Tom Homan’s own admission, ICE will apprehend anyone that meets their profile even if they are not the criminals that they seek.

So, the question is, where do we, as individuals, stand in all of this mayhem? Are we still refusing to speak up at church or family gatherings because we don’t want to rock boats?  if so, I will say this, every moment of everyday we should be championing humanity. Every moment of everyday we should be a voice of reason and of peace. Regardless of outcomes, we must not shy away from words and actions to those that challenge the dignity of all of us. Because it is true, what happens to one, happens to all. 

This piece was written before the murder of a white man that is capturing the news. His murder signals an escalation in violence. His life signaled an escalation in white supremacy. His legacy will be told by both those who revered him and those who reviled him. And in the end it doesn’t matter. What matters and what should matter is where are we, each of us as individuals? Are we aligning with division and hatred, or are we aligning with humanity and peace. Palestinians are still being slaughtered by Israeli insanity – with weaponry supplied by our government. Brown people are living in fear as Black and Indigenous people have, as well as Trans and Queer and all marginalized people. We are escalating the militarized police and stripping away what little dignity was available through due process and the courts.

We have created a world of hate and violence. Our drive for assimilation is destroying us.

If you are still silent, you are very much a part of the problem.

Lies On Steroids

Our collective history is filled with violence. When white settlers arrived on these shores they carried with them vestiges of what had been done to them. They brought persecution, conquering, and a kind of capitalism that requires a lower rung. Class struggle, theft of land, and when all else failed, the ultimate silencing of people who deemed to be different, or were different by design. The attempted cover-ups and twisting of history are not new. They’re simply now on steroids.

We refuse to believe what we know to be true: that we live on stolen land, that enslaved and impoverished people built this country and that the cowardice displayed from Congress to ICE is nothing more than a last-ditch effort to keep the LIE afloat.

When I drive through rural towns and see confederate flags, I want to yell, “Wisconsin was a Union state”. But I’m really thinking: “Your ignorance is showing”. And ignorance is more than not knowing history. The kind of ignorance we deal with today is deeper. We’ve lost a sense of self. We’ve lost human dignity. And unless and until we rediscover it within ourselves, we’ll never see it in the “other”. 

We’ve lost our sense of belonging to something greater. In doing so we cling to whatever flag suites us, whatever belief empowers us, or so we think. External power is an empty game, when you are hollow inside. That’s why it never works. People will be martyred and treated inhumanely, but power must succumb to benevolence, if only when we take our last breath. Recognizing our mutual humanity, acknowledging our history and refusing to carry it on are the solutions available to us.

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Listen to my conversation with Fatemeh Jamalpour on her new book For the Sun After Long Nights. For The Sun After Long Nights by two acclaimed Iranian female journalists, depicts the oppression of ethnic minorities and particularly of women since the 2022 Women, Life, Freedom Movement. It was an honor to be given a glimpse into the courage and deep love of their homeland and their sisterhood. Co-authored by Nilo Tabrizy. It will also air on WDRT, Wednesday, Sept 10 at 5 pm CST.

And if you are in the area: On Sunday, Sept 21 from noon to 5pm we will host Reclaiming Peace: A Community Celebration at Echo Valley Farm

No More Excuses

A dear high school friend had the words “No More Excuses” on his Facebook page. One of the last things he said to me before he took leave of the earth was, “Keep writing”. I remember him as I write. I remember him against great odds that anyone will hear or read what I have written, or even care. I write and speak because I must. His encouragement adds a spark; his early departure reminds me that time is always on the move, and so I must be.

As the Palestinian slaughter continues, and we knowingly supply weaponry to Israel; as masked men snatch human beings from their lives; as real bullets replace rubber ones and Trump attempts to militarize our nation, I can only say, No More Excuses.

People were surprised that I dare call out those who remain silent or cause dissent. I was told I was a lessor human being. I appreciate that; and I prefer that. Why? We have designated human beings as lessor throughout our history. And then we displace them, slaughter them, and carry on with our “worthy” lives. If lessor means I care enough to be weary of the silence and discord, then so be it. If talking nice and quoting statistics doesn’t get people to respond, then a heartfelt “shove off” might be the next best thing.

So, to those offended by my response to your silence or trivial argumentation on the most critical issues of our time, I will share what another dear friend told me when I asked what else could I do. She simply said, telling people to shove off is actually a kindness both to them and to yourself. And I realized she was right. No more excuses for inhumanity. No tolerance for ignorance.

And in case you are hiding your head in the sand:

With profound sorrow and heartbreak, we mourn our martyrs — Moath Abu Taha, Mohammed Salama, Mariam Abu Duqqa, Hossam Al-Masri, and Ahmad Abu Aziz، who were martyred inside Nasser Medical Complex in Khan Younis while fulfilling their sacred mission of conveying the truth and documenting the crime.

This is a heavy and painful loss for us all. Each of them carried a story, a stance, and a legacy that will forever remain in our memory.

May God have mercy on their pure souls, make their blood a light that exposes injustice, and their voices an eternal flame in humanity’s conscience.

The word will remain a trust, the truth a will, and the martyrs a beacon illuminating the path for us and for generations to come. – Ahmed Khaled al Najjar

Palestinian journalist Mariam Abu Daqqa was killed on Monday in a deliberate, live-broadcasted Israeli attack on Nasser Hospital in southern Gaza, along with four of her colleagues and 15 others.

In a letter to her son Ghaith, shared on social media by her colleagues, Mariam wrote: “You are my love, my strength, my pride, and my joy. Always carry yourself with dignity, and let your actions honor my memory.” – Ahmed Khaled al Najjar

Take a Universal Stand

In 2009 I wrote a book called The Peace Warrior. I explained that we’re all peace warriors – or at least we have the potential to be. As one friend put it, it was a “call to action”. Another friend told me the two words, peace and warrior, didn’t belong together. I’m still laughing at that. My response continues to be, “it’s not called peace pansy, it’ called peace warrior for a reason.”

Somewhere along the line, peace being equated with passivity became the norm. Or we tied the word “peace” to a belief, or an absence of war. Good luck waiting on that.

No, the kind of peace I was and do refer to is innate and available. And those who embark on a life of peace must have courage. In this outward churning world, it’s easy to forget our true nature. Peace requires a love of self and of humanity above and beyond all the labels we wear or have been put upon us. 

It takes recognition of our finite and temporal nature and allows for the intervention and stewardship of that which is Greater by design. Call it what you will. But please do not ask my allegiance to any religion or politic. And allow me to enjoy my heaven now. 

If peace is to win out, it will be because we put all that is universal and human first. What is universal? The need for clean water, food, shelter, dignity and connection – a space inside and out to be the unique selves that we are. What is human? We’re on our way to find out.

And the peace warrior must have a good sense of humor. It’s the armor against ignorance. Wake up peace warriors. The game is afoot.

And some words that inform me:

“We have power… Our power isn’t in a political system, or a religious system, or in an economic system, or in a military system; these are authoritarian systems… they have power… but it’s not reality. The power of our intelligence, individually or collectively IS the power; this is the power that any industrial ruling class truly fears: clear coherent human beings.” ~ John Trudell

What is Peace? A seven minute video to make you think from Prem Rawat

Please listen to my conversation with Fatemeh Jamalpour on her new book For the Sun After Long Nights. to witness the beautiful human spirit against all odds – and our need for empathy and taking a universal stand.

What’s Missing?

Another march. Another rally. Speeches and tears, juxtaposed with ICE raids, deliberate starvation and murders of innocents. Troops sent to Washington DC despite drops in crime. Calls for the Epstein files fall on deaf ears, and in this cacophony of misery one has to wonder what’s missing?

Most have been programmed to believe someone will save us. We’ve put hope and faith in political leaders, in religion and in systems of education and work that have failed us time and again. Lies are exposed and still we wait for our savior. What’s missing?

We’re taught recent world history and the not so recent history of what happens to a people when they’re led against their better angels. When they’re led to forego their humanity for power or greed. We’ve witnessed the decay of the human spirit and the rise of apathy caused by a reliance on euphoric entertainment of all kinds.

Choose your poison.

People look towards the heavens and ask or blame god, “Why, they cry?” And then turn around and accept the same old stories from those who supposedly have answers, because it was read it in a book or in the stars. And human suffering continues with more confusion and doubt.

What’s missing?

Seldom do we look at ourselves to see our part in the upheaval. Seldom do we look to ourselves for answers. We’ve inherited systems of belief and management that do not work; do we demand that those systems unhand us? Or consciously choose to walk away? Or are we satisfied with silencing those who dare to challenge the status quo and our beliefs?

What’s missing? Socrates famously said, “Know thyself.” Perhaps it’s time that we do.

I have found help in this on-going discovery of self in the words of Prem Rawat.

I am convinced that our own inner discovery is the foothold for peace within us and in the world. Be well.

Ripple Out Love

On this day, the 80th anniversary of one of the most wicked acts of annihilation, the bombing of Hiroshima, we need to take stock of who we are or at least who we can be. The threats to humanity and the earth have never been greater. And the ignorance that has allowed it is not backing down.

We’re left with no recourse, but to manifest the greatness that still remains within us: the seeds of compassion and hope, the daring acts of kindness. These are not illusion. These are the tools of the people we are meant to be.

Yes, there’s much to overcome. But with practice and with perseverance we can still change the present course. 

If you’re still addicted to the mass media trap. Stop. There are many independent journalists worthy of our attention. Regardless, take time to cultivate the clarity needed to wade through the irrelevant and to maintain our highest vision. It is available.

And what is that highest vision? Throughout time there have been those who have upheld the strengths of humanity. They have urged us towards simplicity and to engage with the preciousness of life. We have been warned of the follies of greed and power, but more importantly we have been given great tips on the ways out of chaos.

There are two things that can help us now: the appreciation of silence within so that we may hear the directives of our hearts and the appreciation of people who share this understanding. We need community. Find those who support your humanity; those who have learned to make a way out of no way. We do not need to agree on everything, but we do need to ripple out love and understanding.

80 years later… survivors still speak about the horrors of allowing nuclear weapons

and there are people still talking about the possibility of peace…and as human beings, we have choice.

In Pursuit of Happiness

One of the most debated ideals of the Declaration of Independence is Jefferson’s insertion of the words “the pursuit of happiness”, and I suggest this is the most fundamental and most egregiously misunderstood assertion.

Soon after Jefferson’s writing these words, the debate on their meaning shifted to acquisition and property as the means of happiness. Accepting this shift nullifies the possibility of happiness outside of the domain of property and grants the state the authority to either support or hinder the progress of happiness. It downplays the pursuit of happiness as an internal struggle available to all individuals regardless of acquisition.

Jefferson recognized, rightfully, that King George’s laws over the colonies made “the pursuit of happiness” difficult. The restrictions placed on individuals by the King’s government made that pursuit of happiness (and here I will refer to it as the pursuit of peace) secondary to economics and taxation. The acquisition of money became the priority in order to survive. The pursuit of property and wealth took precedence over the possibility of happiness regardless of financial gain.

Jefferson’s gift to the Declaration was to elevate human possibilities to lofty ideals and in doing so he opened the door to a greater humanity.  But as a nation we have repeatedly refused to walk through the door of peace. Instead, we choose conquering and imperialism.

And on it goes, war and militarism, and now militarized police and ICE have been normalized and the pursuit of happiness is relegated to an old-fashioned notion that impedes progress.

Material goals replace higher ideals. And as our nation and culture continue on the path of militarism and might, the price paid is beginning to show itself in the loss of compassion, empathy and humanity itself. The good news is those precious human traits can be restored. They live within us and need our attention now. Spent time with those who uphold humanity. Engage the true pursuit of happiness. It is possible.